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Thu, Jun. 15th, 2006, 01:22 am
koala_kiddo:

Do we take drugs to get high? or just not to feel? Do we cut because we need to? Or do we cut because we have to? What is the difference? Have we become such a society that people are willing to hurt and ultimatly kill themselves not to feel? To get away from it? To tell the truth I'm scared, because if we're not there already, we're heading dangerously close. My scars remind me of everything that has happened in my life good or bad, does that mean I'm numb to the pain, that I can't tell the difference between good and bad? Does it even matter? That is the biggest question of all, I think, does it matter? What matters, is it really what you do with you're life, if so who decides what was worth while?

I saw a bunch of boys in the woods a couple weeks ago, they were about ten or twelve and they were passing around a joint, I just looked at them. Even though I knew it was wrong, esspecially that young, I didn't say anything. Does this mean that I am lazy? Does this mean that I don't really find it as reprehensible as I should? Does it mean that I don't want to get involved? Or does it mean that I simply don't care? I don't know. I truely don't know.




These are just my late - night rambling, feel free to leave a comment.

Wed, Jul. 26th, 2006 04:38 pm (UTC)
tallytubby

ahh your very inquisitive arent you!

but pick.
instead of saying was i THIS or was i THAT, pick. be decisive. only then can you gain control.

dont always question everything, you may not find the answer that way

Sat, Sep. 30th, 2006 11:07 pm (UTC)
beautiful_hooch

Hmm....that's hard to know.



Hooch ;)

Mon, Feb. 11th, 2008 01:06 pm (UTC)
(Anonymous)

I quit noticing long ago, when I started blending the quick with the slow.
In on one kick, out on the other, trading one in for another,
And I can't think, I can't walk, I can't talk
With hands around my throat and fuck in my head,
I can't even remember the last thing I did or said.

- because we want to feel like that.