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Mon, Apr. 18th, 2005, 03:11 pm

my name is brittany.... and i've fallen

i am 15, and and im slowly losing it.... Im a cutter, and i can't stand the feeling of life any longer i bleed just to let myslef know that im still alive. My body might be moving but my soul has shut down. im empty, and no one seems to notice... no one knows the little suicidal girl thats crying on the inside.... the pain and hurt is too much for one person to bear...

let go of the pain
Slit the vain
Lose to gain....

Tue, Apr. 19th, 2005 11:32 pm (UTC)


I understand the feeling; not the cutting, but the duality of inner v. outer self. Why is it "not okay" to be depressed/unhappy/bitchy in public? Why are we supposed to be "good little happy girls" with not a care in the world? Because honestly, that's just boring.

Thu, Jun. 2nd, 2005 06:06 am (UTC)

oh you silly little fucks

either cut all the way through or shut the hell up

you're dumb

you have everything to live for

you're beautiful people

get over it

Wed, Jun. 29th, 2005 12:20 am (UTC)

I'm aware i'm a little late on answering, but cutters are just lost, not fallen. Now there's more than one way to be found, through lust, friends, religion, or a help group. don't listen to bastards who don't have the balls to show their names online because of his cowardice. In fact I imagine that he still has to sleep with his mommy at night otherwise he may wet the bed. Sorry...not the subject I was talking about, but seriously, the guy above me, mr. Anon...he bugs the crap out of me....But hang in there. Don't give up. Seek help. Write. There are other ways.

Mon, Feb. 20th, 2006 02:15 am (UTC)
magikmonga: hi

hello, im 16 and i understand you in everything you say, i am not so much like that anymore ! , but i just hide it, i have hid it so well now that i carnt cry anymore ... and i let it out threw other ways ... you just ahve to find a peaice of mind ... try a church... pray to god... to help you and take away these feelings , let me promise you that ... one day it will all go away and youll live a good life, but you need to make the first step ! , i hope everything gets better for you :)